| I am updating. Because there are things going on in my mind that...I want to share, but cannot. I don't think that drinking is a good thing.
I don't want to share. But he might like me. And what about girls?!
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| It was the first time you said anything in awhile. You know what you missed last night, mate? The seeping depression that comes in when it finally hits you that the people you've spent years with aren't going to be going to the same places as you and you're leaving just about everyone you care about somewhere else so you can go and pay tons of money and...
I can't finish that.
I wish my parents handled this better. All they ever do now is not let me go out to say my goodbyes and yell at me for every little thing. That's so unfair.
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| Oh my gosh. Lollapalooza this year was such an effen blast! An amazing 8 stages and an amazing ass load of bands. Shit. It was aw-some.
"In the thankless role
of kicking the whole thing off at 11:15 a.m., Chicago power-pop quartet
the Bon Mots were a jangly treat, delivering an energetic show before a
crowd that included several people who held up posters cheering their
friends on."
Yeah, so that was in the Sun-Times. And Yeah, that last reference to the poster people...were totally Szymon, Nick and I. W007 indeed. :D
Ahhh. I must have to say that Broken Social Scene made the number one spot in my book this year followed by Death Cab for Cutie, which says a lot about me, but whatev. Because at Death Cab, Nick, Paul, Szymon, and I sang every song. And between us, we knew all of them! I remember hearing a girl behind me gasping an audible, "Wow."
Yes, but Broken Social Scene had a whole band! And yes, that means Emily Haines from Metric, Amy Millan from Stars, and Leslie Feist from Feist. Oh dear happiness. I also saw Asher on the Jumbo-Tron TWICE! <33
So yes, on Saturday my day was filled with love because Joshie was there. And it was a delight to listen to rap live. =D
However, now I am terribly sick. And am grounded for the rest of the week.
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| I don't know why I am having a hard time thinking about what to say. Like I really like Ashish. And I really like Joe. And I really like Bobby. But they don't very much like me so I guess that makes me a bad person in a way? Probably does.
I mean, if you have been in a relationship with a person and you really care about them, why would you start to hurt them intentionally? Well, I guess you can answer that question, but...I suck.
So I am feeling very badly overall. But I will get over it because no one cares.
Stupid feelings getting hurt. Gyah! >__<
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| There are so many people I just haven't seen at all yet this summer. And there are people who make plans to see me. I don't have enough time!
At least Katy and Rian are back. =D
  Hmm...sometimes I catch mayself from saying things that could drastically change certain situations. But sometimes I wonder if I should just say them.
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